another day left crying
without you in my room
with nothing left to do
you say that its not right
i wanna say its over now
stand still annoyed
with no one around

Am I expecting too much or is it just because people are just plain ignoring me?

I dont understand.

Friends are not friends anymore.

Family is not family anymore.

Love is not love anymore.

What the hell am I experiencing?

Yesterday.

It's none of your business really. You really shouldnt be reading this.

While I was nicely watching Bridget Jone's Diary, J called me up and to ask me out, well I cant because I should be staying and should be watching the trilogy after another 2 hours. I cant possibly go down town and come back again for the show, its too time consuming that I think I will be missing out on the trilogy which I dont want that to happen.

But anyways he asked whether if Im at his place. When he asked me that I sweat to god that I know what would come after that if I were to tell J that Im at his place. J would be screwing my up big arse titties time. Im starting to think about this. Why is everyone, well pretty much everyone except me, who thinks that he's a jerk eh? I do hell wonder.

Oh, I checked, he is online right now. Not that he can see me online.

During the trilogy when he sms-ed me.. then the next thing I know, we're meeting up. Kali ke-empat.

Hot. Wet.

Saucy? Shall fill you in when I have the time to write about it.

Watch this space.

[sonicbites]
Radiohead - Creep

Boohoo. Woohoo.

Yes yes yes. He called.

No wonder the sms couldnt get through. He changed his digits. Bugger, smooching me through the phone. I love that but was keeping my cool. I talked normally. "Oh, erm, I was busy you know? Sowee.." (like so trying to be cute)

Urgh, I meant it in a sarcastic way ok.

But come to think about it, I wasnt feeling what I used to feel anymore. Im not sure if we're an item anymore. Does a couple dont call each other up for like more than a week? No nothing. Just nothing. Zilch.

When finally on a conversation, it only lasted fo 13minutes? Well, it was understandable that I was out having dinner with my friends. But you know what I mean.

Im telling the world about it. I gotta get myself fixed.

[sonicbites]
Nickelback - Someday